tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post2386204491616050416..comments2011-05-25T03:24:14.399-07:00Scott Sorleynoreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post-15681704095910180782011-05-25T03:22:06.690-07:002011-05-25T03:22:06.690-07:00This comment has been removed by the author.pinkoniumhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06509920610215083603noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post-54058697527987901862011-05-05T01:31:15.037-07:002011-05-05T01:31:15.037-07:00i did not get this article at all..Cem/ Baris The Blues Aksachttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09792443979608536589noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post-50344217456559967332010-04-26T16:36:36.367-07:002010-04-26T16:36:36.367-07:00This helped. A lot. Thank you.Seanhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/14593159227489031980noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post-91199895944407176332010-04-14T22:24:48.596-07:002010-04-14T22:24:48.596-07:00This comment has been removed by the author.Stephhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13950630698849882972noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2062118583758559015.post-29151680228542487932009-08-10T23:43:12.843-07:002009-08-10T23:43:12.843-07:00thanks for this blog entry<br />I&#39;ve been going through a lot of this stuff lately<br />I keep sorting and sifting through reasons why I&#39;m not happy - work, RELATIONSHIP, money - whatever it is. <br />I have exhausted friends and family with my problems and I keep having realizations. It&#39;s been quite a process.<br />I recently discovered that I&#39;ve been blaming my chronic unhappiness on anything/anyone other than myself. Mostly my boyfriend. <br />I always needed more, wanted more from him, but now that he&#39;s given me everything (and I&#39;ve nearly lost my friends and family because of my complaining) I feel like I don&#39;t love him. All this time I blamed him thinking &quot;he doesn&#39;t love me enough&quot; and now that he does, I don&#39;t want him?!<br />I feel like I&#39;m going crazy.<br />Over the last several months I have made a lot of paradigm shifts and it&#39;s not easy. the fog lifted from my brain and i didn&#39;t like what i saw. then i started to sort through my life trying to figure out what was wrong. I started vitamins, exercising, yoga, a bit of couples therapy. For a while there everything seemed so clear I even thought I was experiencing a level of enlightenment (thanks to yoga, exercise = serotonin). I felt like I was seriously in touch with the universal energy. I felt happy and confident and peaceful.<br />then my boyfriend came back from a trip and I tried sharing all my new discoveries, tried changing bad habits we had, but i could not carry over that feeling i thought I captured - joy, peace, contentment, purpose. Still not happy!<br />Did I find joy because he was away?<br />did i return to my chronic unhappiness when he returned so i could blame it on him?<br />what is wrong with me?<br />I feel like I am going crazy<br />why aren&#39;t I happy with my boyfriend even though he&#39;s great?<br />will i leave him only to find that it really had nothing to do with him?<br />lost right nowAnnahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08680693818461579148noreply@blogger.com